wow....

Idk whats been wrong but something feels weird

I just reread a lot

I have been reading my old blogs recently and I realized I have changed so much since I started blogging, I'm no longer that Godloving young man who used to think he could fix all problems, now Im just a kid, who doesnt listen, breaks rules, but the one thing that is different is I am finally seeing who I really am, I know what is like to really love now, cuz I am in love with the best girl in the world.

Life has been seeming so much better nowadays, I have a car, I get away with so much stuff, I have someone that loves me no matter what(thatisntfamily), I have a great group of friends that are always up to stuff that always fun, I have freedom.

the only thing I miss, is my lyrical genius-ness, I guess because my life was so depressing b4 I was able to write songs about sadness really easy but now that I am finally happy, songs dont come to me as easily as they used to, the only good song I have written lately I wrote right after my gf broke up with me......but I finished it after we got back together, but to finish it, I had to change it cuz I couldnt make it about her, which is why I started reading my old blogs, cuz it helped bring back old memories of a friend, and the rest of the song became like all the other, about her.....

well im tired its almost 11 and i havent dont any homework and I missed school on friday so IDK what I have due tomorrow :P