TOnight

I will never forget tonight.

my last class of confirmation and one of the most touching.
I feel like that was the class that I need to change me back.

idk if ur every gonna read this but IM SORRY :( i acted like a jerk and i shouldnt have
you deserve better then me. I was wrong for thinking what I was thinking when I got mad. I was stupid for being so selfcenter like that. idk if I can tell why I get mad yet and I hope I dont have to. cuz the truth is that im nothing without you and I think without you I would never get better. like you said that one night me helping you helps me :D. and I hope you will always be there for me to help.

well the truth is that I brought you this far in your religion and everytime you really had fun with God. I wasnt there. and I wouldnt except it. so I tryed to fight it and I was wrong to. I finally see it now. that even though I lead you all the way there You stepped up and went away from me and embrased God without me. and it made me mad that I couldnt be there with you.


the whole reason Im saying this is cuz of the medition I went though in my class today. It was about a guy that got into a fight with GOD/a girl. and that guy realized he was nothing with out God there by his side. and it the end he went running to God realizing he made the biggest mistake in his life by leaving God. and I didnt want to make the same mistake.


I hope the right person reads this.

peace be with you