...many people dont see that someones pain is another persons pleasure,
in the real world there is only win and lose, no tie.... you cannot restart or have a do-over
some people dont see that even though they have lost and know it....that they need to give up and move past the "game".
because in this case....I won.
honestly, cuz of all the stuff i have done to make me happy in the past and stuff that I used to make me forget my issues and make me happy....I really thought I had forgotten what happyness was....but I think now I finally know now....
people think that life is about studying and having a future...like in black hawk down... that one african guy says "americans live long dull meaningless lives" . I dont wanna live forever or even till I'm 100 ....its not about the quantity but the quality. I would rather live a life that is short but fucking amazing rather then live 100 years and do nothing in that time....I wanna travel the world, meet someone famous, make a name for myself, climb a mountain.....you get the point...to me, life is something worth living not something worth planning for.
they say your attitude determines your latitude
im high as motherfucker, fly as a motherfucker
I realized since I have stopped doing stuff, my life is a lot easier, I just feel relaxed and different...I still get random craving for things but im good.
im listening to tupac right now....I listen to his music a lot but every time i listen to it and really listen to it, I find some new life lesson he is trying to teach. its one thing I love about his music....there is stuff hidden when you first hear it, but obvious when your going thought the same thing he is trying to tell you. "dont blame me, I was given this world, I didnt make it"
tupac, saw this all coming,
well now, about the picture at the top.....I saw this on my friends tumblr....and the first thing I thought is....why would God question his own work....is like how a writer looks back on his book and is wtf when did I write this?... at church we are taught that man was created in the Image of God, maybe he is like us too... maybe God isnt perfect... but then again....what is perfect.... has something ever been perfect? ....well anyways thats a different topic.... why would God let us be the way he says we are?...is it cuz he created us so we wouldnt know what we have till we lose it? ....God is very mysterious and will do things we dont want to happen, happen...but he has a reason for all of this...
all I have to say now is.... live life the way its should be lived not the way you plan it
goodnight.
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