You in a song

by Jason Reeves....

this is a song about how he wants to put someone in a song....not literally but figuratively...... but I wish I could do that with someone ...and I think she knows who she is :)

like the song says

I just wanna write you in a song
Put your smile on paper so you can sing along
I just wanna bottle the sun
Keep your light a secret I can find when you are gone...

I want you to be my light :)

...I really missed her this weekend.... especially because her mom took her phone away :/. I feel incomplete without her nowadays... like today, I only got to talk to her for a short while this morning :/ but right now I am talking to her and I feel like myself again :) and thats one thing I love the most about her....she brings out the real me :)

You know most people are supposed to be "terrified" of love as is the title of another Jason Reeves song, but I dont share that same view anymore...I mean, yeah sure I have before but not anymore....not with her.... I feel like, now, nothing bad is ever gonna happen between us :) and I love it

which brings me to another Jason Reeves song....someone somewhere. This is the first song I heard by him...I heard it last summer ...and yeah... I was really just looking for someone somewhere then...but I realized his song isnt about just looking for anyone...its about looking for that someone, somewhere "is looking right back at you" as he says in the song....I really enjoy this song now, especially since now I think I have found that someone :)

...theres one thing I just noticed now, the last time I truely know that I loved someone...music is how I expressed myself...not by writing it, but finding songs about how I was feeling and just listening to them over and over again, just because I can relate to them and it always brought me closer to the person...and I am doing that once again...I really miss that side of me :) ...Im glad you brought it back :)

I feel like I wanna keep writing about music, just because I have been listening to music so much lately and I have been getting songs stuck in my head left and right. I feel like last year when I listened to Marcos snow patrol CD for like 5 days straight and had almost all the songs memorized by the time I was done.....but this time its random songs, like a song by the kooks, called naive, idk why but its just catchy... I get some of the lyrics but some of the words they say are like wtf is that word :P.. but yet I still get what the song is about in a way, haha.

....I feel like theres a song is a song written about every single person in this world...Im still looking for the one for you, but I think I have found mine...somewhat or at least for the time being ...I actually loved this song a long time ago when I first heard it back in 8th grade, I had one line stuck in my head for like 2 months and I couldnt remember the name of the song till recently...I related to that one line the moment I heard it...and I felt like it was the soundtrack to my life at the time and still is somewhat...it was the whole rebellious feel that the song gave me....

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again

....You cant take the fight from this kid.